**tired**body weak**mind leaving me**

well... hows things here... lolz... i can't remember the last time i posted sumfin here and the worst thing abt it is that i can't bother with putting up the link on this post.lolz.

i spent the whole day @ Dolphins Foodcourt (next to ROC 1) selling tickets for the Secondary Schools Music Festival. The festival is a revival of what used to happen in Suva's social calendar round abt 10 years ago. it was a major event and a lot of people are remembering the times when they used to sing in the old festival a long tym ago.

oh you might have noticed that i am sometimes slipping into IM speech.... it's coz i spent a lot of time on bebo. i'm beginning to fall in love with that website. i think it's waaaayyy cooler than hi5 and maybe myspace too.

anywho... i spent the whole of today selling tickets and stuff... i'm tired... have a meeting after this for the May committee and the worst thing about this is that i have no money to make my way home. hopefully, i can catch a ride either with Tiri or Nemani.

i'm getting really tired these days and sometimes i think i'm losing my mind. the whole thing with my fees and what not, i'm just preparing myself for the worst. i'm gonna start preparing my CV for my work applications. i'll get Jason to help me. i'm scared.

last night, during devotions, i prayed and i had never prayed like that in a long tym. i'm slowly pulling my life threads together but sometimes its not helping. i just pray that God will help me work through this tough time.

i'm gonna leave this off here. don't forget to holla at me.

**hopeful**

**anger**

dad told me that the reason FNPF haven't paid my fees is cause they lost my application form. **fuming**

**fingers crossed**

filled out another form last night and i hope that they pay it by the end of the week or else i'll be kicked out of uni for this semester.

**wondering**

**hopeful**

**bored again**

my life sux

well, my life goes from shit to worse than shit and with each passing moment, it gets even worse. i just found out today that the guys from FNPF haven't paid my school fees and i've been de-registered. i have no idea what to do now. i'm totally lost. i have to let mum and dad know soon.damn it.

i have to find out what's the cost for registering again (money) and then pay for my fees (money) and also pay the fine for late payment of fees (money)... i have no idea where i'm gonna get the money from. GOD help me plz.

i feel another depression episode settling on me. i'll keep you posted on all the details.

Wednesdays....

now what the hell do i do on wednesdays??? i've had my radio class at 9 and then there was my show Graffiti on at 12 (now over).... oh that's right. i'm free from now till 3pm which is when i have a politics class.lecture actually.

i'm just wastin time hea. like i usually do.

can't be bothered typing major stuff coz now i am seriously hungry. like madly hungry.i hunger.food.need food.desperatly need food.